Thank you Heartspace, Mybestkids2, Fuzzybear and again PasDeDeux. I appreciate your kind words and hugs.
Alittlehoshime, I wasn't sure what to make of your post. It's sounds sweet on the one hand but on the other it's like you're saying "yeah, so what, there are others who have it so much more worst than you".
Yes, I know-thanks for pointing that out. What I'm going to say next is going to sound a little nasty but it's not aimed at you but you did hit a sore spot, a trigger of sorts and I'm going to express this to the people who originally made the spot sore-not you, my family...
(AGAIN, this is NOT aimed at you-)
I've had it up to my eyeballs with people telling me how much more others are suffering than me. I'm tired of people outpaining me, been there done that, oh but what about those who don't have any arms or legs- ********!
I DON'T GIVE A CRAP ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE RIGHT NOW I'M IN PAIN AND I WANT TO CONCENTRATE ON MYYYYYYYY PAIN AND NOT THEIRS-
When I'm finished with my pain then I'll cry them a river okay?
Okay!
Whew! Had to get that out of my system.
Anyway, (((((((((everyone and you too ohlittlehoshime)))))))))
Thank you!