I'm still on a "waiting list" till June to get in and see a psychiatrist. I did call my doc, left him a message asking him to do something because I can't keep this up. I'm getting more irritable as the days go by with my mood swings.

You're going to write your autobiography? That is awesome. You are such a talented, intelligent woman. May I have an autographed copy when it comes out?

As for work, I was stressed all night. I called my supervisor and told him I didn't do it.........I hate being blamed for something I didn't do. He said he'd check into things because I have 2 of my employees that said everyone was just sitting around and he didn't care about giving breaks or sending anyone home. I also wrote in the manager's log book that I take responsibility for the time I was working, but not the 3 hours that I was gone.

It wasn't so much sticking up for myself, as my temper just went out of control and instantly I was angry. I'm supposed to take that asst. mgr. with me next week to a conference about an hour and a half away - carpool. I hope he finds a ride, cuz he isn't going with me now.

Watch them tell me I'm not being a "team player" by refusing to let him ride with me.......

I haven't tried tea. I'll be honest and admit we are kind of limited with food here except for Alex. They eat up at work with me quite often. [sigh] I love being poor - we do the "necessity only" things with food.