If you have a friend or family member that can stay with you now, call them to come and be with you. If you don't, or feel that you can't tell someone you know, get to the emergency room where you will be safe. If you do something to yourself, you will wind up there anyway and just have more pain and scars. You matter. As long as you are alive, you have the chance to change things. Once you are dead, your chance is gone. Please keep us updated as to how you are doing. I don't know you, but it would still hurt if I found out that you had ended your life.

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