Thank you for you support. There are some good days and quite a few bad ones. I am going through a tough transition in housing right now. My parents have been married 9 times between them, so my family situation is laughable. I never really knew my Dad until I was in my 30's, so I have two half brothers I haven't met. Fortunately there are websites like this one where people don't judge, just support one another. Some of my physical problems stem from the fact I used to be very athletic and have had several sports injuries. I broke my back skateboarding as a kid, then again in a Tae Kwon Do competition. Add to that half a dozen broken fingers from basketball. So I would hurt either way, it's just worse when depression takes over one's life. We all have our own stories to tell, they are all interesting.