No dont feel like I can call T especially when he is on leave for two weeks back for one week then off for three months.

Pig grunts have also rocketed a while ago. It has unsettled me. Feel like there is nowhere to go. I don't mind making animal noises when it is voluntary, but when it isnt..........

Wish I could have a real life hug notz

there are mental issues and mental issues. its all boxed in and I can't find the words to express my ongoing frustrations with it all.