Im glad you no longer do it daily. One step at a time I know how difficult it is to stop. I still suffer from thoughts of wanting to especially here lately more than ever which is why i started the thread. Yesterday was a rough one for me as i was sitting some plates in the kitchen sink and a glass cup(my favorite) broke into peices and while cleaning it up i picked up a peice that would have been so perfect for the action, i looked at it for over a min gliding it accross my thumb in feeling how sharp it was and then stopped myself somehow in realizing what i was doing. I myself was never able to think before my actions and today i can and am so thankful. Thats why when i say once a cutter..always one(in recovery for me) because i do still suffer through the thinking of it. Its not an easy quest to stop but i wish you the very best and will keep you in my thoughts i dont know if you read my first post but maybe you could try writing a letter? Its just a suggestion..not saying its an addiction for you so please dont take offense. Last thing i ever want to do is offend anyone by anything i write. Take care