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Is it wrong of me to wanna give up? to give up on having a relationship. to give up on trying to have friends. to give up on trying to change myself. to give up on trying to make my family work. to just throw everything aside and just work on one thing?
Is it wrong to just drop everything (physically, mentally, hobbies, other people too.. etc.) , lock myself up in my room for the next two years and just do school, graduate, and then try to figure everything else.?
My life is soo f.ucked up.... :'(
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233
I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it.
"Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..."
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