If it just meant never facing this illness again, I would say yes. If it meant that I never faced it, I don't know.

I often wonder what I would be like if I hadn't been abused so young, if I hadn't grown up alone, full of rage and pain, if I hadn't been depressed and withdrawn for as long as I can remember. There are too many moving pieces to even spectulate.

I would love to be able to move forward without the fear of mental illness threatening my abilitiy to suceed or even function.