Only if I could pick and choose. I would love having more energy and not be tired and sick, and I would like having motivation, although I don't understand what that is. It seems rather nifty though. But even if I could delete the depression and anxiety I would have to make a compromise with my ADD. I don't want a normal mind, I want my mind, but I would want to be able to clean and tidy up and have some routines. I would never want to be NT. That sounds incredibly boring. I'm quite sensitive and not having that and an ability to appreciate "small" things and be interested in a lot of things would be so dull. But I can't have just the good stuff, it wouldn't be physically allowed I think.
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