(((Big Mama))),

It is a start, I never imagined talking about the things I have let out here at PC. I didn't think I would tell my T either. There is a sense of "I am doing something wrong by talking about my past" that comes and goes in me. I think a lot of people struggle with that, in part because we are told to "not to air our dirty laundry" and "keep things to yourself" and "keep your own councel" and there are probably more quotes like that.

Someone said to me, be careful what you put out there, it stays out there forever. And after I thought about it for a while I came up with, good, maybe someone else who struggles will see it and not feel so all alone and get the courage to speak up too.

(((Hugs to you Big Mama)))

Open Eyes