so, im new on here, been reading posts for a while and now feel that u guys may have some good advice for me? I've been depressed for years. I've been having a hard time recently. I confronted my cousin who used to abuse me as a child via msg on facebook, apparently its ok cos its in the past and ill be evil if I break up his family now. his wife and sister got involved and made me feel like I was being irrational and that I was the one in the wrong for bringing it up. since then ive been falling apart, I took an overdose and ended up in hospital. ive been very destructive! my doctor will only give me a weeks worth of meds but I bought some online so take well more than I should! ive also started cutting myself, my arms are covered in cuts and when I run out of space on my arms, ive started on my legs. I dont understand why I do this? I feel on a downward spiral, ive been off work for 5 weeks (will prob lose my job) and I dont know how to make it better. X