I am just posing a question, and I thought I would put it in the spiritual section. I often wondered where I belong and what my place is in this universe.

I have gone down a path of darkness for so long, and even though I have seen the light, I am still not completely happy. Like my weight for instance. I despise being this heavy and I have done absolutely nothing about it, I just complain and procrastinate. Is that normal?

What are some of the things you feel you should fix where you would be closer to understand where you belong and what place you have in the universe?

Is life really ever joy and roses at any point? Or do we go on with just some happiness and just get by on that?

Why are we here? Just to suffer and enjoy some things but not all and spend our life dreaming? I guess I am envious of those who I think have it all. Like you know celebreties and people who have real musical talent. But arent they messed up too for the most part? Like with the drugs and overdoeses?

I just dont get it.