Feeling alittle better in that, I will proceed with school anyway. My electric bill got paid today. An agency helped with it.

My son looks great in his ROTC uniform.

I got back on my herbal medicinal diet for BP and for health improvement. I am so sad. I don't feel really good. I didn't smoke and have no intention to and helped a young man stay off smoking today.

I did not use lax. today and ate only right amounts of food.

I started to talk to the right people for emotional support and asked them for prayer which took my guts to do.

I avoided those that talk down to me. I stayed out of those places which was hard.

I feel fat, sleepy and scared. I am going to keep going out of the house and keep putting one foot in front of the other. This will have a positive effect on my poor physical state of health. I know this will improve me by keeping on keeping on.!!!!!!!