I agree and understand your frustration (regarding 1st message post). Sometimes I wonder myself, too. I've been feeling depressed for a while. I really miss him and our relationship. We've been together for 2 years. We lived together for a year and he moved across street. We're together, but living separately. We've been having lots of problems -- possibly and mainly communication. I feel like we're gradually drifting. Sadly to say, I don't have anyone to talk to (face-to-face) around here. I've been drinking and I know it is NOT the solution. So...I know what you're saying, your frustration and going through.