Up to about age 30 I acted quite mature, or maybe fake mature. I was quite serious and also quite withdrawn. So even having an odd style and odd tastes I acted quite sane. I lost a lot of social anxiety and basically have no fear of being seen as odd and stuff which really makes me act like a big kid. When I'm not tired or miserable or sick I'm quite horrid. I can be loud and sometimes I simply cannot stop talking.

But it's fine. My best friend is a freak as well and all my other friends have left me.