((((((((((((((((( tommylee ))))))))))))))))))))))

hi and welcome. I'm so sorry for your pain and suffering.

It's hard to deal with depression...horrible to attempt to deal with it alone.

Please, please contact a therapist, your local community mental health, somewhere to at least get and advocate for YOU in your corner. there's much that can help to manage...

We're here. you're in my thoughts...

KD