I don't know what to do and it's hard for me to believe that I am, once again, in the depths of an abusive relationship. He has severe anger problems...I guess it's pretty apparent after reading my thread. I was seriously planning on leaving and its like I can't do it, I LOVE HIM, I know it's stupid and I know it's hurting me but I don't know if I can leave him. I'm really messed up :/