I told my friend yesterday....and she was shocked. It shocked me, too, saying it out loud. I know I should do the right thing but it's complicated... I know it's the abuse that has me feeling like this, but I feel like he needs me. I've motivated him to finally get back into school...we both work at the same place, same hours (MY IDEA, though he liked it because he could cuss other guys out if they hit on me)... We're going to go to therapy next month. Which I know I should just leave...ugh...I just feel like he could overcome it if he learned how to express himself and communicate appropriately.

My friend is really worried about me though and I hate doing this to her. It's not right for me to allow my best friend of 6 years watch me get constantly abused by men and go through cycles of depression and social withdrawal. I don't understand myself lol it's sad