I had a fairly good day today (friday 15th). So later on at night, I thought I would check the personal ads and see if there is anyone on there and well everyone I find loves to do the things I don't care to do and it really puts me down. I feel like trying to find someone, even a friend is just hopeless. I never got like this before, but in the last couple months this stuff started to hit me harder and harder. It must be at a certain age, it kicks in. God, I hate it! I'm trying to hang in there, but I just need a friend!