one of the big things i cant seem to figure out is what is OK to say,what is important.what i told is just a small drop in the bucket of a huge amount of horror.how do i deal with that kind of thing because it seems just huge and endless.so many endless streams of beating and horrible things .i feel if i say one small thing an endless stream of horror is also attached to that .how can you process something so huge in my head.it is endless and overwhelming. any input in this would be so welcome.kind of like if you were attacked and horribly beat one day.that is something horrible to have to process .how do you even begin to process this as one of a lifetime of beatings and abuse.when it is so common place is it even abuse then or even traumatic.it seems just common every day life .how can you label it trauma. am i making any sense at all???anyway thanks for reading