George H, thanks. I do try to tell myself that I didn't get into that state of anger with them without some provocation. Still, I flipped out, and I feel like I made a fool of myself. I guess people have done worse things.

Tomorrow I get an MRI of my neck. The spasms did get a lot better by staying off the computer.

My boyfriend and my father both got some paralysis as a complication of neck conditions like I have. Wierd that I should know two people who had this happen. So I have extreme anxiety of what this could lead to. Sometimes, one or other of my hands goes numb. I think this has a lot to do with my increasing depression.