I can't help but wonder if as a result of having aspergers he had isolated himself which narrowed the chances of him being diagnosed with another disease or condition. I would think people who socialize more may be in a position to become aware that they may have something else wrong. I am just not convinced in any way that these acts of violence were as a results of aspergers. At the very least there was something undiagnosed. It is rather difficult to diagnose them after they are deceased though not impossible and I'm sure they are trying to figure it out now but it may be difficult if he isolated himself which will leave only Aspergers in the public mind which is unfortunate.

I think your childhood fantasy was just that, a fantasy nothing more and many people experience fantasies like that I think though seldom admit to them or ever act on them. Its probably just a coping skill. Perhaps I'm wrong about that but that is what I've come to believe in my many decades of life and from various sources.

I'm not so sure I want to go blasting that I'm proud to have Aspergers these days, the public can be cruel with very little information and the press doesn't seem to mind providing the small bits of information and disinformation for those feelings.