((((((jen)))))))

I definitely understand your misery. My heart just aches for you!

I know that you are a very good person. I wish that you could feel that inside right now. You have been dealing with a lot of sorrow ~ I can understand your strong desire to escape these horrible emotions inside. Things will slowly become easier as time passes and you continue working through your thoughts and feelings.

I wish that I could be there to talk with you and lend you my shoulder. I'll just have to settle for that to be done here. Please feel free to PM me anytime. Very gentle hugs wished your way. You do deserve the love, care, and genuine concern so many people in this world have for you!