You know what the most disturbing aspect of that dream and those feelings was? It took me ages when I woke up to get my head around that it wasn't a normal thing to happen to a child. It just felt like it was the norm and all kids felt these things and experienced these things. When i was in t's room yesterday a group of little school children must have been on an outing, they all trooped past. I couldn't see them but i could hear them and they sounded so happy and light. It felt really significant that at that moment to notice this.