No nice lotions

I used to have this delicious mango body butter lotion, the smell was like heaven. No motivation for shower other than, "I know it's the right thing after 3rd day without". No one would know, I could pull it off another day but it's not right going to work like that. Bleh not into going to work today either... wish I was up in Tahoe in a warm cabin, with fireplace blazing, looking at snow fall and drinking a hot cocoa with some of that liqueur stuff in it lol. I could just watch snow fall all day, mesmerized. But not here, it's just gray and dark with some rain coming in soon. Bleh bleh bleh, I will be proud of myself after shower if I get it done.