Not giving up here, there is beauty in small things, find it or make it. As humans we have major trauma in our history, our dna, many people are hurting so bad. But I don't want to give up looking for solutions and healing. My children's smiles, my cats, my dog, my friends here whose smiles and tears I feel, I won't be giving up on any of us. We may have been beat down into learned helplessness, we can relearn hopefulness.