Unless your dream is to become an FBI Profiler, I don't think you have to worry, ((((Hellion))))
But I know what you mean about wanting to understand things and even over analyzing; especially, when the things are horrific. For me, I guess it gives me a sense of closure so I can move along.
But in this particular instance, when it's so personal and really happens, at least for me, I couldn't give a rats ***** WHY it happened. She was gone. Period. What I focused on (besides just putting one foot in front of the other) and still think about
: is if / how I could have prevented it and why it was just a blip on the radar.
(that is why I was so triggered - on so many levels - by this tragedy)
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Originally Posted by Hellion
Yes it would be nice not to analyze and 'have' to try to and sometimes understand things like this...but my brains favorite thing is over analyzing everything I think about and of course I think about that whole thing because it happened, saw it in the news and have seen it discussed. I also agree about there being a heavy psychological toll that basically sucks.
Unfortunatly, I don't think I could get a job where I would need to try to understand such things.
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