Thanks so much to you all for the continued support and words of comfort.
Today is a little better day. I slept till almost 2 today and then went out with my dad to the store. He is a wonderful dad, both my parents and step-parents are
wonderful.

I have been trying to do some soul searching and trying to find some answers to what I did to have to live this way. I have been coming up with things that need to talk to T about, so have been writting them in my journal. I don't see my T again till the 2nd week in January and I know it's going to be hard not being able to get support from her for a while.

I am trying to think a little differently and finding that lasts for a little while just to almost go down further than was before if that's even possible. I am trying to just enjoy the upcoming holidays and being able to spend some time with my family and enjoy them.

Thanks again to you all. I am lucky to have this many people really care about me here on PC.

Hugs,
Jen