i should probably learn to manage money better too!

during my last mannic episode, i blew hundreds of pounds in 1 day on amazon (seriously!)

and even when i'm not mannic... i still can't manage them- like i tried coming up with this plan... that i'll only spend 20 pounds in a week (to order stuff from amazon). but that turns in to 60, then 90, and it's like... why bother even trying to figure it out?