I feel that am a burden to everyone, especially my family. I also feel like I am a burden to society cause I can't work and have been living on gov't help since was 19. I most of the time feel like I am the worst person in the world. I have done many bad things, like hurt my family and friends. I was a horrible kid and was mean to my mom a lot while growing up. I was mean to my siblings and now one of them is gone. I feel like that is so my fault...not for being mean but for still being alive.