Grey:

I know how you feel. I have felt that way most of my life.

But you know what? I have found two people who love me, in spite of my self-hatred. They love me because they chose to do so. I do not understand how they can, but they do. I find myself unlovable, but they do not.

I am still depressed often. I am still unhappy with who I am. But I no longer say that no one loves me, because these two people do.

Neither of them is a life partner or SO, but they are both my friends. I do no speak to them often, but they have remained my friends for decades.

If someone as ugly and self-loathing as myself can be blessed with this friends, so can you. Having them has not solved all my problems, but knowing they are there has helped me to get through many things.

I encourage you to not give up. Someone will see beauty in you that you cannot see. Maybe you have just not met them yet.

I hope it is OK, I will pray for you.

I know what is to believe you are unlovable. I kind of still do think and feel that, but then I look at my friends and I know hey really do love me. so I must be lovable, in some way. I don't get how, but they manage to love me anyway.

You are lovable. You will find your someone(s) one day.

I care about you. I do not know you well enough to love you, but I do care about you and I hope your pain diminishes soon.