...and re-reading that made me want to cry. Dammit I thought I'd be able to handle the 2 week break. What am I supposed to do? I won't bother you during the holidays, regardless of how many times you tell me I'm not bothering you. No one wants to 'work' during the holidays. No one wants to deal with other people's problems. And I don't want to be a downer during your holiday. So I won't.