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The idea of someone not knowing how to live without their mental illness is troubling to me -- it convinces me that sometimes people are too stuck in their routine of being mentally ill that their comfort is keeping them in an ill mindset.
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1) I dun't like the term illness.
2) anxiety plain sucks. Depression on the other hand seems logical (I made a thread about it long time ago). It's just how I feel and I... don't want to live to the day when some things will not hurt me to the core. Learning how to deal with the feelings effectively is another thing... but I just think there's benefits to feeling intensely.
And manicky deconstructivist phases? Why would I want to be "cured" of that, even if I go sometimes to realms unknown to normal people. My up feelings are like fab shoes that are kinda hard to walk in and wreck your feet. But damn, I ain't wearin' no sneakers.
Does this all suck at times? Sure. But I probably wouldn't trade. Things happen for a reason. And there's never easy way out... for reason too.
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