so yeah... title says it all.

what first convinced you you needed to see professional advice or you knew something wasn't right.

i'll start with mine

1:. trying to kill myself when i was 9 years old (and actually meant it). my thoughts at the time were... not many 9 year olds would take it seriously and know what they are really doing- but i did, i was well aware i wanted to end my life

2:. people constantly telling me, you are this... you are that, etc etc etc

3:. being controled more by the voices in my head than my own thoughts- i remember when i first heard voices i didon't have a clue what it was, and kept asking everyone else if they could hear it

4:. un controled rages

so that's me...

what about yourself?