Ya i know the loss of faith well these days but it was not ever felt before now. I was taken for all i was by the guy i was to be with always just by the lack of being able to be honest about what was wanted, i have not ever felt a lack of respect from anyone ever in life and will not again.
All i ever was went out the door the first time he acted so badly to me and the lies told by him was the start of the end of us
when you are taken for a emotional ride by the person you are suppose to bearable to depend on always its not easy to overcome,but possible . You just need to keep yourself in check of seeing the good in ur self and the belief in your self worth and that others will also see it and will treat u as u should be AND THE FEELING THAT WERE KEEPING YOU HOSTAGE WILL BE GONE