I'd like to add... see my signature. Who gets to define normal? Where is the garantee that the "normal pill" would not make me camp outside of Apple store when the next overpriced and overrated product is released, think that gossip about Kate Middleton is news and that racism is maybe okay since 'em is really less than us? Would the normal pill make me to be outraged more by sex then war? Would it make me apathetic? Would it make me straight, wanting to have babieeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzz and boring 9-5 job? Many of my problems come from clashing with reality. And finding balance and "the right place"... that needs work and thinking and self-acceptance and all that. Even if it was possible to magically turn into something else... it would not work.

I don't know what I want to be... so it makes it hard on the self-esteem, self-actualization crap. It took me lot of work and experience to learn to appreciate myself, quirks and all. I cannot see how magically fixing it would "work".