I know how you feel I'm highly emotional too, and meds stole my identity. I hear that with the right combo and dosage, it doesn't have to be so, but I cant speak from experience. I hated feeling lost and trapped under a chemical safety net, trying more or different meds wasn't the answer for me. I really hope you find your answer soon, bcoz I know that horrible place you've found yourself in Quit mine over a year ago btw.