You can be nosy I struggle to make it through daily, and going out shopping for gifts is overwhelming to think about. I did feel really bad, though. I work at a new place and didn't realize that people exchanged gifts, at my last place people didn't. I guess I will know next year. I have been depressed, too. I have a Christmas tree with lights but no ornaments. I was in the store today for a bit and I saw the ornaments, and I was sad because I remember times before when I wanted my tree to look good and when I liked buying them, but even remembering that didn't bring back the emotion. It is like it doesn't matter to me, and that is sad. Thanks for asking.