Dear T,

I want you to know I'll be O.K. for the next 2 weeks. Even if I have some bad days or really bad moments, I'll be O.K. The holiday is just another day right? Maybe I can get a lot done around the house or just relax and read PC threads. I may not watch TV or listen to radio at all. I don't need it and I've had many a quiet holiday before. I just block out all the things that the media tells me I'm supposed to be interested in/doing.

I miss you already and it's only been 2 days since my last visit. I wish I could be with you, if only for a little while. Hope you really do have a nice Christmas and New Year's. I also hope you get to kiss someone under the mistletoe, even if it's not me.