[quote=InfiniteSadness;2774932]I dont know how to deal with it. I also dont know why i'm a hateful person sometimes.. dont know where the hate comes from"[quote]
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I don't know how to deal with the hate either but I can tell you some of the reasons I feel it. In fact I was looking for a thread where I could sound off.

I hate friends who feel the need to tell me about their wonderful lives. Their husbands who bend over backwards to make them happy (even when I see that the woman does absolutely nothing for her man). I hate it because I've been wishing all my life for someone who would love me even 1/2 as much as your husband loves you. I hate hearing about how your kids are so great and they told you today that they love you! This is especially hurtful when I have no children of my own and wanted them desperately. I don't need to hear about your wonderful life and see your beautiful Christmas tree (which the husband put up of course) or see your expensive presents (which have no actual use). I'm so sick of hearing you say how "lucky" you are. If you are so happy, kindly have the common sense to keep it to yourself in my company. I'm hoping this year that I'll be spared from hearing any of it.

I HATE the injustice of life.