Is there ever and end to greif? I have been greiving for my husband since Jan 13th 97 and I still don't see much change in my feelings and love and the amount that I miss him on a daily basis.

It's so lonely too...

It's like half of me is gone... I did ask him if I could go with him...he told me no... but maybe one day I will be strong enough to make the journey on my own at my own hand... hopefully sooner then later though.