Yes, I agree.. I did the same thing.. I went through old photos at my mom's house, trying to jog my memory... it didn't help though. I guess it wasn't time..

Rhapsody, I had those same feelings at a very early age too. but not sure if it was 5, or maybe 7....God spoke to me.. I heard His voice.. telling me i was loved... a whisper.. but heard it in my ear.... and I believed...I clung to that my whole life... thats how I made it through the horrors of my childhood..