It sounds like you are just dealing with a bit of lonliness and maybe uncertainty about whats next. You will soon find yourself surrounded by new people to care for you.. hang tight... just a bit of adjusting to be done is all...almost like redefining yourself and your life...

And sometimes when we change the path our lives have been on, it leaves us questioning ourselves and our futures.... when you have been going in the same direction for a good while.. it can be a bit unsettling to find you are facing the road unknown... but it can be exciting too..

Fill that time you would have been playing hockey in.. with something else that sparks your interest..hang in there.. and rest your spirit.. crying is cleansing. so maybe you should let the tears flow.. and sleep.. let your body rest.. the depression will lift... every tomorrow is a new day...