hi all,

I really screwed up earlier this week. My anxiety got really bad and I didn't like the answers T and Pdoc were giving me so I fired them both. Well, I ended up in the hospital for it so me and Pdoc are ok now but T is on Vacation and not answering her phone. Im really scared to call her when she gets back I feel like an idiot for doing that but I really cant lose her right now. I need her help and I know that. what should I say to T when I call her?