((((((((((Jacqueline))))))))))
I'm so sorry. If its any consolation - you're not completely alone because you have all of us here - and we care a lot about you.
If varsity hockey is something you feel really passionate about - is there any way you can get back into it now? Or another hockey related team/event/social activity?
Try to talk to someone IRL about this - they can help. I don't know what to say to help - but I understand the lack of motivation to do anything, I really do.
Take care of yourself and PM me if you ever need to chat. *hugs*
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