I disclosed CSA to my c about 3 months ago but have only been able to say the very min about it, hardly anything at all. I find it really difficult. Anyway, I seem to spend ALL my waking time thinking about either what happened or what I am going to say at the next c session, I feel like there is a lot of pressure to talk about what happened but I just find it so hard to say the words, they just won't come out. Is it "normal" to be thinking about it all the time like this? I just want to have a break from it but can't seem to?