my husbband has read the stuff wrrittn too, last nite bfor we went to bed. we talkd well intto the nite.

our son is alwways blaming me for the things that happned. saying it IS my fault that we stayd so long wtth my ex, that i cood hav lefft any ttime. and yeh, i AM dealing wth the guilt.

my husbnd has encuragd me to seek the therpy you suggestd. aftr talkng, and sleepng on it......i'v desided to do it. aftr the speclist appt on tuesday, we hav a surgry to deal wth. but i'l get into therpy. i'm just at a loss on how to deal wth our son. nothng is wrrking, and its gettng wrrse. ther was no wrrds spoken last nite, but whn he gos past me, ther is the attitude........my husband and i had moved all the liquor into our bedroom aftr we notised that he had ben gettng into it. and indeed whn HE notised we did that, he kinda got an attitude. dont get tthe pic wrrong, we are not 'hevy' drinkrs......its just mixd cocktail sstuff, but it didnt occur to us. my husbband sed we dont need to add alcohol to the mx of all the othr probblms. true.

thank you elizabbeth. and evrrybody else!

pleez, i'm askng for continud support. i'm so nervus. and weak. and fritened.

sara