I know the dangers of cutting, and I know how bad it can get. But I amnowhere near suicidal. While I my hate my life sometimes, I love living. And I forgot to add to my first post,my bf broke up with me about a week ago, and we were together for a year, so thing were pretty serious.
And I'm scared of being along. Not because I'm worried about doing something to myself, I just don't like being alone

and whenever I am alone. I start to get depressed. I don't wan to be depressed

I'm normally a fun, happy, upbeat girl, I wan to be like that again