I have felt drugged all day for one..very irritable and tired. I was out with my fiance when i get a phone call saying my dads on his way to the hospital. He had a heart attack. They are keeping him over night. His blood sugar when going in was 466 which they have since got to go down. He is a diabetic and takes up to 6 shots of insulin daily to keep his levels down and also just has so many health problems. I lost my husband around this time of the year..i cant lose my father too im just so mentally exsausted and well i dont even know right now. Im so confused and not clear headed it feels. Im going on a daily schedule with my meds tomorrow so im not drugged feeling while going out to dinner with my fiances family so im going to be feeling drugged yet again tomorrow. Sucks. I cant stop worrying about my dad..its got me all bent out of shape. Guess i should probably go to sleep. Hope everyones been doing ok today. I havnt been online much today so ive not been able to keep up.