Hi Milisa,
I'm so sorry you had such a hard week! Sorry you had to go to the hospital too. I've never been but hear it can be scary. I hope your experience at least didn't make things worse.
I'm glad you're back on good terms with pdoc.
I agree with others. If you like this t and want to keep working with her then just try and be honest and see what she says. At the mental health center I go to, my caseworker and everyone there sort of expects that people are going to have some pritty crazy (sorry only word I could think of!) issues going on. As in, hospitalizations, getting kicked out of their apartment, ETC. They seem to almost expect things to come to a head in people's lives during this holiday time. Hopefully your t will be that understanding.